Tuesday, March 11, 2014


Dear God,

Why am I dependent on a mood stabilizer? Why am I an underachiever? Why am I unsupported? Why am I unwanted? Why am I alone? Why am I strong? Why am I needy? Why? Why can't I be alone?

Why must I fight? Why can't I be better? Why won't they help? Why won't they love me like their own? Why am I not them?

Why do I struggle? Why can't I have peace? Will I change? Will I make la difference? Do I matter? Does anything last?

Should I keep trying? Can I stop crying? Will I stop hurting? Can You hear me? Will You help me?

I believe in miracles. I believe in Your goodness.
I believe in life. I believe in me.

In Jesus' holy name,


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