Currently I am eating my heart out. I can't stop it, I first started eating Chips More's Double Chocolate Chip Cookies, then blackcurrant gummies, raisins, CNY treats, expired Cloud 9 chocolate bars and much more to come.
Why? Why am I ruining everything the night before the big event Music Bash? Something very dramatic happened. Two people wanted it to be this way and I know it. I ended up crying with hiccups, which was really bad. Two people were there for me. One who understood and one who didn't.
I'd really like to appreciate you two. Thank you Ren for caring and trying to help. Thank you Clarisse for being there for me and having been through what I am going through now gives you insight on how to improve this situation.
I'm sorry for just bringing a bundle of problems, I feel like nothing but trouble but I'm so glad you guys stood by me and not leave me alone to survive in that hellhole. My keys were confiscated and I took minimal luggage. I will not be returning home for at least a month. I brought some books along to study so don't worry.
Life won't be such a party for me after today, I'm gonna have to start making my own money and live like a responsible adult. When you're unfortunate and don't get to be born into a rich family or a loving one, your teen years are pretty screwed. I guess I'm gonna have to spend my early life on supporting myself and hopefully making it big or something something and become an inspiration.
Gawd, I wouldn't mind if Pastor Kong adopted me. Not only is he a man of God but he's be such a perfect role model and father for me. Perfectttt... *dreams*
For now I'm going to continue to eat chocolate. Till I figure out what to do... see ya later, aligators.
(In a while, crocodile.)